THE EXCLAMATION THAT IS YOU.............!

LOOKING THROUGH THE TRANSPARENT

PARALLELOGRAM OF GLASS

THE SMILE INTOXICATING

WANTING TO SMILE BACK

MOTIONS ARE AT THE POINT

OF PARALYSIS

AM I NOT ENOUGH?

WHAT DOE SHE CONVEY

THAT I SEEM TO BE DEVOID OF?

SO SMUG YOU LOOK

THE HURT WANTS TO LEECH OUT

I MUST CONTAIN MYSELF

WEAKNESS INTERNALLY

I CANNOT PORTRAY IN THE SLIGHTEST

TO A BEING LIKE YOU

SO UNCARING

SO HURTFUL

SO BLATANTLY YOU

!

Willing the Will to Won't

Darkness is a place

I yearn to be

The depth of my desire

Is all but attainable

My blood runs frigid

Through a venous nightmare

Eclipsing of my inner light

Begs to be uncovered

The envelopment of my heart

Impairs my passion........

And the will to be.

Illusions of the Soul

The sorrow is lifting

but the ever beating drum

still fears

that the present

is all an illusion

all the dreams

have been diminished

prosperity of them was key

that key has disintegrated

a regeneration

may become apparent

if all of the being

is rebuilt

living in this fear

causes sickening thoughts

they're consciously trying

to be pummeled

off a cliff

thats drop will

hopefully be

an abyss of

nothingness................